Being a Musician and Mom

I have had alot of people ask me what it is like being a musician and a mom or more specifically being a musician with a child that is hearing impaired.The fact is straight up all three of my kids inspire me in different ways.Right now my girls are being bullied alot for standing on their own two feet and being who they are as individuals.Larissa especially has gotten bullied because she has the guts to get up and sing an original song she wrote herself at 9 years old.She did so recently at a girl scout talent show and constantly sings on the playground she says she does her best writing there.So what if she sings girl has a love for country music she credits Jennette McCurdy of iCarly and her mama.I am one proud mama.She is going places look out you will probably see her name somewhere.
Natalie oh where to begin .The girl loves pop music or I should say all things Justin Bieber.One of the things I didn't care for growing up is that I wasn't allowed to listen to anything but Christian music.Thats all fine and good but I felt a little sheltered.As I grew up I would sneak the music in I knew what I had to do to be truely inspired as I learned my craft.Yes I was learning.I promise never to restrict your love of music Natalie Joy even if mama is not the biggest fan of Justin Bieber he has worked major hard to get where he is.
Josh oh Josh where to begin.That little boy has my heart and yes he is somewhat of a mama's boy.
Josh had a challenge from the moment he was born with having a rare genetic condition that was not diagnosed before birth.Joshua lives with Goldenhar and in particular one sided deafness everyday.I can't imagine a world where I could only hear a little but Josh has adapted.The kid has a gift for music at just 2 years old.He can drum a perfect beat I predict we will be the parents with a kid in a rock band and thats okay .To my beautiful inspirations keep rocking on.Mama loves you

Felix the Cat

My kids have a new fave cartoon they found on Netflix it is Felix the Cat from like 1958.But I love it because the cartoons from that era are more pure at any rate they are happy.They build puppets and puppet stages to put on puppet shows for the family when Daddy gets home from work.I think Pizza is order for dinner my mom got on my about it it is like she is the weight police.I know I am overweight I know I have a problem but today could you just let me get thru in survival mode with a sick baby.Ah well I will be the little engine that could well a load of diapers are calling to be washed and that cat box won't clean itself so signing off for now.

Josh's vocabulary

Just wanted to make a little post about Josh's vocabulary to date~Daddy,mama,dog,kitty,sissy,cracker,ball,cup,this,what's this ,that I think there are more but I can't remember.

Mothers day reflections

Today I am thankful!January 2002 I found out I was going to be a mommy and my life hasn't been the same since.The little bright eyed blonde baby girl that made me a mommy Larissa Hope is sitting on the couch working on her math.The curious browneyed girl that just couldn't wait to meet this world and came into it 6 weeks early Natalie Joy is playing with her brother.And the little miracle that showed me a different albeit wonderful side to mother hood Joshua Andrew Lee is busy pulling something he shouldn't be off the shelf.And I look down at my shirt and realize I have baby poop on it from the latest diaper change but I am thankful.Love being a mom!!!!Thank you Larissa,Natalie and Joshua you are my world and my miracles.

writing is my passion

Writing about my life is a passion!!Yes this is a public blog but what I am walking thru my one day well help another person.
Why should I live in fear when I serve a risen God.

Disclaimer

THIS IS MY LIFE!!!!!!I DON"T GIVE A BLEEP IF YOU DON"T LIKE THE FACT THAT BLOG.
I AM NOT GOING TO STOP LIVING MY LIFE AND DOING EVERYTING YOU SAY!!!


PS~For all the readers I am having trouble with some annoying people who think they can tell me how to parent my kids.I have had it!!!

I am at peace and healing

I am thankful this week for the hand of my wonderful doctor who knew that even though I had to make a tough decision it was the best decision for me.My body hadn't been healthy for months someone said to me that it was not because of bleeding that I chose not to camp last summer but the truth is I am in a season of healing.Getting those things called hormones under control,learning how to be a strong healthier mommy who loves Jesus.That said I have the worlds best family.My hubby stepped up to the plate big time with laundry and dishes and food.We made it thru.My God will supply all my needs according to his riches and glory.I am still faced with sad twinges that my body will never birth again but sometimes the answers that God has aren't necessarily the answers we choose.
I am thankful and on the road to recovery.