Hang on take a deep breath and grow

That is what the Lord is teaching me right now.Hang on ......I think I have been doing that since Josh was born 10 months ago.I am clinging to God's promise that we are only on this earth but for a moment and the ultimate healing will come with eternity.Hang on to the promise that he will see Ken and I thru every challenge we are facing as parents and in our marriage.Just hang on Missy that is all you have to do .Take a deep breath...........I have done that alot with Josh's diagnosis we have done a lot of take a deep breath and waiting on God. Take a deep breath ........soon we will finally have an idea of how well Josh can hear.Take a deep breath.............today Missy please let me Handle everything love God.Breath..........Missy breath it will be okay even though it may not seem okay today.Breath......stop being the control freak you know you want to be.Grow..........I have done alot of that in the last few years I think that I have grown in my love for Ken,for God and most of all grown in being a mom I feel more mature after just the start of our microtia journey. In conclusion it is going to be okay.