writing is my passion

Writing about my life is a passion!!Yes this is a public blog but what I am walking thru my one day well help another person.
Why should I live in fear when I serve a risen God.

Disclaimer

THIS IS MY LIFE!!!!!!I DON"T GIVE A BLEEP IF YOU DON"T LIKE THE FACT THAT BLOG.
I AM NOT GOING TO STOP LIVING MY LIFE AND DOING EVERYTING YOU SAY!!!


PS~For all the readers I am having trouble with some annoying people who think they can tell me how to parent my kids.I have had it!!!

I am at peace and healing

I am thankful this week for the hand of my wonderful doctor who knew that even though I had to make a tough decision it was the best decision for me.My body hadn't been healthy for months someone said to me that it was not because of bleeding that I chose not to camp last summer but the truth is I am in a season of healing.Getting those things called hormones under control,learning how to be a strong healthier mommy who loves Jesus.That said I have the worlds best family.My hubby stepped up to the plate big time with laundry and dishes and food.We made it thru.My God will supply all my needs according to his riches and glory.I am still faced with sad twinges that my body will never birth again but sometimes the answers that God has aren't necessarily the answers we choose.
I am thankful and on the road to recovery.

Learning about Wool

The more I learn about wool the more I want it.I just bought Josh's first night time diaper I have tried countlessly to make the usual pockets work but they just don't for naptime and bedtime.So I am waiting anxiously for his first Pianissimo Fitted to arrive .I have heard raves about these diapers and the fact that they have 14 layers which should go a long way to keeping Josh dry.
I also got my first pair of shorties recently for Josh thinking they will be great this summer.The shorties like the fitted I got from Mama's on diaper swappers. Shout outs going to crunchymom2b and Luvinmy4boys there.
In addition I also purchased a fleece soaker from The Juniper Cottage.Her facebook is facebook.com/TheJuniperCottage.Looking forward to that one coming in the mail too.
I have alot to learn but here is where Cloth Diaper Addiction comes in.All her helpful information has made me more eager to try Wool.I was intimidated cause they take a little more care than what just using a Pocket Diaper at night does.
If you are thinking about checking into Wool I encourage you to visit Cloth Diaper Addictions blog
www.clothdiaperaddiction.com
She is holding some fabulous giveaways til March 30,2011 you can tell her that Missy at thebusinessofmommyhood.blogspot.com sent you.

Sometimes He Makes the Decision for us!!!!

It is with deep sadness but much happier days ahead that I am having surgery this week.It will mean no more babies but it will mean I won't hemorage constantly.I am reminded once again that sometimes he makes the decision for us.

Hang on take a deep breath and grow

That is what the Lord is teaching me right now.Hang on ......I think I have been doing that since Josh was born 10 months ago.I am clinging to God's promise that we are only on this earth but for a moment and the ultimate healing will come with eternity.Hang on to the promise that he will see Ken and I thru every challenge we are facing as parents and in our marriage.Just hang on Missy that is all you have to do .Take a deep breath...........I have done that alot with Josh's diagnosis we have done a lot of take a deep breath and waiting on God. Take a deep breath ........soon we will finally have an idea of how well Josh can hear.Take a deep breath.............today Missy please let me Handle everything love God.Breath..........Missy breath it will be okay even though it may not seem okay today.Breath......stop being the control freak you know you want to be.Grow..........I have done alot of that in the last few years I think that I have grown in my love for Ken,for God and most of all grown in being a mom I feel more mature after just the start of our microtia journey. In conclusion it is going to be okay.

More fluff mail on the way !More reviews to come

I just bought Josh two new diapers I could not really pass up a deal.Cotton Babies had their AIO Bum Genious Brights for $9.95 so I got Josh two new larges in Ribbit and Clementine.I can't believe my little guy is big enough to wear a Large diaper sniff sniff.I will review when I get them and I am also planning and on getting the Bum Genious Eiffel Tower in the Artist series so I will let you know how I like them.I find the Hook and Loop work better on a squirmy older baby and Josh likes to wiggle plus Ken is more likely to use a cloth diaper if it is hook and loop whereas snap forget about it.